2007-09-08 - 4:22 p.m.

But ...Tracy tagged ME so I have to play along. However, I'm not going to tag anyone back. I think I've gotten most of you anyway, so how about this...if I have never tagged you...consider yourself TAGGED and do this!

 1. Some of my friends give me the 'butterflies'. I can't explain it but certain friends bring about this reaction in me whenever I see them and I never tell any of you that it has happened.

 2. I hate keeping secrets about myself from the people I care about. It makes me physically nauseous. It's not that I don't trust them, I do. But sometimes I have to keep things to myself because knowing the truth might put THEM in a bad position.

 3. I passed my motorcycle driving test (written and driving) on the first try. My cocky biker ex boyfriend...did not. It's been so long since I've ridden that I feel like I'm forgetting how! I miss my bike.

 4. Waylon Jennings winked at me when I recognized him at a Cracker Barrel in Chandler, Arizona. I would never bother the man while he was having breakfast with his family but I smiled real big as soon as I saw him and that's when he winked at me. My Mom was walking in front of me and missed the entire thing. I was geeked for the rest of the day and ran around saying 'A legend winked at me!'

 5. My Mom used to watch me through the window as I was leaving even though she had already kissed and hugged me goodbye she would stand with her little face in the door or the window and when I'd look at her she would take three of her fingers, one for each word in 'I Love You' and put them to her lips then hold them up to the window. I'd do the same back. I miss that terribly. If I ever do that to you, now you'll know why.

 6. Typing number 5 made me cry.

 7. I know the 'right' things to do, but I don't do them and I don't know why. Do you?

 8. I'm not really afraid of dying, but I think about death sometimes. Mostly I just wonder how a few people would feel if they found out I was gone. Morbid, I know. Maybe I wouldn't think such things if they would just tell me how they feel while I'm still here.

 9. I'd much rather be angry than disappointed. I can get over being angry.

10. I'm unpredictable, but not moody. I have all the patience in the world for things I probably shouldn't and I have a short fuse for things I should have more patience with. I never said I made sense.

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