Saturday, Nov. 03, 2007 - 12:25 pm

I want to say some things.

A lot of things.

Not to any one person or about any specific event.

But I can't.

(Or won't).

There are times I feel like I will literally explode if I don't get these things out of my system for good.

I start to type the words and I delete them.

I write things on paper and the pages end up in the garbage.

I have destroyed so many words.

I have wasted some too.

It could be because I don't believe any good can come of the things I  think  I need to say.

Am I afraid?

Maybe.

But something is still telling me to keep things to myself just the same.

No matter how much it hurts.

Where I've Been. - What's Next.