Monday, Apr. 07, 2008 - 10:40 am

This weekend was fun. The show was great and a lot of people dressed up.

With that said, hindsight being 20/20 and all I probably should have stayed home.

There was some drama after the show. Usually, I am not involved. This time...I was and it sucked. I tried to keep it to myself but it's difficult to do when you're surrounded by people who care about you and actually know when you're not right.

I don't 'lose it' that often but when I do, there's not much I can do to stop it no matter how much I'd like to. With all the stuff that's been going on with me with the job and everything else, I guess it finally came to that proverbial head and when my feelings got hurt...it stung a LOT worse than it probably should have.

I am fortunate to be surrounded by friends that care enough about me to stand by my side even when I really want to be left alone.

Where I've Been. - What's Next.